I am in great need of prayer from you. In my last doctor’s visit, the doctor expressed concern that I need more surgery soon. I had to some degree prepared myself for surgery in the future such as the possible removal of the pins in my legs and the plate in my jaw. I was thinking this could be in the next year and half or 2 years. This assessment from this doctor, however, came as a shock. He believes I may have compartment syndrome in my left leg. This is based off of my symptoms of unalleviated pain in this leg. He was talking about surgery as soon as September. I am, of course, seeking out a second opinion and am communication with my supervisor. We are starting communication with the medical team at the IMB, so we can figure out what exactly in going on in my body. I am hoping that no surgery is necessary and that if it is necessary it will be minor and not too invasive.
My heart is heavy, and I am overwhelmed by the thought of more surgery. I have many concerns about my job and my ability to continue on if I have to have surgery. For all of these reasons I am asking that you pray for me. Pray for wisdom for the doctors I encounter, for clear communication, and for peace in my heart. After I received this news Thursday, I spent most of the day by myself talking with God, and honestly, several hours crying. I am reminded that as believers in Christ, we are called to bring praise to the Father despite our circumstances. He calls us to suffer well. This means despite our pain and heartache, His glory is first. This isn’t easy for me to accept this, but pray that the Holy Spirit gives me the strength I need. There is a great importance in suffering well. It’s for the fame of our Lord.
For His fame and not mine,
Taryn
Oh Taryn~ you are such an encouragement to me. Even in the midst of difficult times, you bring Him praise! Thank you for sharing honestly. I will definitely pray for you. Janna
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ReplyDeleteI'll be praying for you as I am sure the news has been difficult to swallow and you're not sure what this could mean about the near future. I can't imagine having as many surgeries as you have had since last fall. The obstacles you have overcome to get where you are-literally!!!
I do know a little (now) about having a heart of obedience and praise in hard circumstances. It's a struggle for me daily. It has been an amazing testimoy of both healing and grace as we've all seen you committed to the path He has set before you. I thank God that you are in Spain now, and that you are able to continue to seek Him through all of this. It may not make sense to any of us-why this might happen now, but it will be for His glory, because you obviously love Him. I know you'll keep us posted.
Love,
Melissa